So the other night I was upset so I decided to go on a walk in the moonlight. Actually, the moon was only a tiny sliver....it barely resonated even a half-glow. It was really dark out but I didn't care if there were rapists or murderers lurking behind the corners because I was just really pissed at everything that went wrong in my life. Besides, three policemen live on my street, so what really could happen? It actually felt nice, the fresh air blowing my sweaty hair out of my way. It actually felt nice, to be able to talk to myself and scream at the top of the lungs and get rid of all of the demons that were plaguing me.
The funny thing is, when I arrived home (slightly calmed down) and eventually fell asleep, I had a really, really, really weird dream. And I guess it makes sense since I am obsessed with Law & Order Special Victims Unit.
Anyways, today is my youngest brothers' birthday. Yesterday I told him I had a secret so my sister could call the Dick's Sporting Goods to see if the present I was buying my brother was in stock. Thats a thing my little brother and I have...I mean, he is my secret keeper. I tell him everything, from my scars to my forbidden fantasies and the things that are just down-right weird and creepy. Anyways, we had fun. He's still begging me to tell him the "secret" (there isn't really one), but I wrote on the light blue wrapping paper of the present, "by the way, this was the secret :D ).
Can you guess my real secret?
Thursday, August 7, 2008
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